Wee Kev's Blog

So where do I start? I'm so overwhelmed today with all the things I want to be doing and i'm getting nothing accomplished. Days go by and I'm not getting any closer to any of my goals. Why don't I get more motivated, I was supposed to get organized on Monday and get my life in order... here I am just rambling. First things first, I'm going to start journaling... I'm tempted to write some long summary about the last year, but that'll just make it work, and if i'm going to do this, I need to keep it painless as possible. No more editing, no more rephrasing, just let the words flow and get it out, get it on paper (so to speak)... Today I came across an awesome sub reddit about simple things you can do daily to improve your life, one of them was journaling, and I'm going to start again. This time taking a new simpler approach, my perfectionism ruins me to getting anything accomplished. Today I'm stressed, kind of unhappy and I need to get my life in order. I've been on a backslide for 2 months now, haven't studied Kanji, haven't played guitar, haven't done much of anything but a bit of work, but i'm so distracted by what i'm not getting done that I'm barely even functioning at work. Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow... it never seems to come. Well I'm putting it down... Tomorrow I will get my shit together, not all of it, but some of it. Just a little, I just need some momentum to get me started. I'm so wired right now, I don't know why... I should sleep, but my mind is racing... Ahhh I'm going to start doing some breathing exercises... relax, disconnect... it's what I need. Tomorrow will be a better day. I'll get my shit together... just a little..